rahhhh

stuff is odd u kno

stuff with robin.. all a bit odd.. good [ish].. just odd.. i dont kno how to do Godly realtionships.. never been in one before.. well not one lasting mroe than a week and that wasnt that Godly tbh.. i dont really kno how i should be feeling now (tis nearly four months now for those not countin, feels longer, lots longer), or how we should be now, wahts normal, whats ballanced etc..

i dont kno

geuss thats the point, learning together or whatnot [a disconserting phrase used by my new userper core teacher (old brilliant one gone, new slightly odd one that makes us work, here now.. dont trust him, he teaches buisness and economics?! who would trust him?! nad hes called mr tiPlady, is not good to think that P is say another letter..), he uses it ALOT, ent a common phrase, i may or may not take up, am experimentign u kno..]*..

it is better than it was.. geuss its gonna be up and dfown for the next few months[/years?! do hope not, that its up and down then not that were not together then..]

what is odd is that we used to devote like all spare time to each toehr and would make a big effort to be amusing and attractive and intersting nad generally impressing.. but now we dont so much, convo isnt like bad or even dull just nto as exciting as beofre u kno?

rah! waht is a young blogger to do? finally found time in my busy scedual to do some actual bloggin and am constantly being interepeted by demands for work to be emailed ot people etc, shocking u kno, simply shocking. no manners

hmm rob stuff.. rah well we've talked and jazz and kno its all gona be cool and we love each otehr lots [yes actually not just ooo i fancy u and i think im in luuurve. actual love, spelt like that. if u odnt believe me then heyho] so itl be k and we want to make the effort

but it is an effort now, not jsut gorgeuosly fun and spontainious.. not that it ent that but u kno..

iv assumed "u kno" alot today huh, so u cant be cretin [never thought u were*, honest :) ]

hmm shall muter about me and rob alot in the forseealbe (that looks well odd huh) as stuff is well u kno.. odd..

hmm toodles for now, have more to say but shall break it up a bit u kno, stop it being a huuuge chunk of text, make it a bit more racey ..
*what alot of bracket type things eh?
*am very touched by ur response to that comment of mine, 9 comment thingies, very touched :) made me feel loved *grins happily*