skanky goo

theres something very sad about being so bored and hungery that one eats the left over the cadury's rose's from christmas (the skany fruit ones on and fudge. i really dont like fudge). whats worse is when u are even happy and enjoying eating these horrid left over evil chocolate things.. i say chocolate in the loosest sense. (well i dont dislike all roses, indeed i dont verily desire some of them)... rah my life i hate painting. so dull and im still a bit high, and have a deadache again from the fumes.. rubbish. i really really really dislike orange flavoured chocolate, and more so those chocolates with the googy orange stuff in them.. i also very dislike the pink goo ones too. i felt a bit dirty afterwards. mouth tasted so horrible..

rah

my head now hurts again now that i am sitting in a room with all the fumes again.. i really really dont want to a. be here in this room, b. be anywhere where there are big deadlines in a week c. in a world where skanky orange and pink goo chocolates exist near me.. i have a pitifully low self restaint level..

bleh