all alone, no one here beside me...

rah am aware i havent blogged for a fair while.
not that my life hasnt been interesting, jus that its been busy, work filled indeed..
so have had little time..

am atm, abondoned in robins room, robin has gone to practice for the worship tonight, which is cool. but am a bit lonely now. he went bout an hour ago.. joey said he would hang out with me, but hes busy mit his new not quite gf on the phone..

again thats fair play.. but means im all aloney..

i seem to get rather grumpy atm, in a kind of maudlin, meloncholic kind of way.. the kind of mood where i wonder if robin likes me. which is silly, but..

oo parently theres a name for what iv got, 'mid relationship blues' ok so not catchy but..
feel very lonely, and not just cos iv been abandoned.. is a bit silly..

rah rah rah rah rah rah, am so frustrated atm,
pos cos im not doin that work thing..

should be.. gona get a toasty in a min.. in someone elses kitchen, on my own, im cool.
yes i am sad atm :D